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I am not much clever as I thought I was going to be once I grew up: when I was a secondary school student. I am not much proud of what I have done until now. Do you think there is a heaven? Do you like the crocodile bags for women? I am not much into them, but I THINK  a woman looks nice while wearing them.

I think you are pretty. And I know you think that. I think you like that: knowing my thoughts about you. I don´t know if you like me, but at least what I know is that you like to have me watching you all day long, but I don´t think I am that handsome for you. Women are like that I think. The crocodile bags for women made women like that.

I like your eyes, but not that much as to accept them to look at me. So yes, music, please take me all over places I don´t know much, take me to freedom. I am about to say something big now: my opportunities are vast and need me to go ahead to take them, I will gather all of those little opportunities into my right hand, like if I was holding someone else´s cowboy boots for women, never letting them go.

I am planning even the best moment to evolve my home, my plans, my thoughts, my body, my soul, my desires, my gains, my “everything”. Do you think it is necessary to think like this? I don´t think so, but it is just a way to live and see life… everything will chance for the best, and for me, I will become a beast.

No more cowboy boots for women will be allowed to occupy my inner emotions, there will be a lot of bigger, strongest, accurate and fucking amazing experiences into my mind and memories. I have just begun, this is only the beginning of the end, but the end will be as fucking amazing there will not be any barriers bothering my life.

I don´t even need to explain myself into why there is all of these new thought occupying my mind, but I will say something to you: there is a key into all of us´ life, and I have already seen it: it is bright, sharp and is mostly golden made.

This might not be the year which will be remembered by me, though it will be the one of the crucial change, the one asking me to change. I have made a lot of changes this year though, some of them good, for the best, and the other ones neutral. Do you thing you know what I am talking all about?

You move with a lot of mystery I guess. I know you are clever than me, but my protection barriers are stronger than yours, I am not naive. But, once the trip has begun and we go to further lands I will involve and evolve myself… there is no stop now.

If there is a last thought I´d like to say to you, or even write. It could be something like “be aware every time you are into something new, you can take it or not, but just keep the eyes open since a lot of opportunities are coming whether or not you see, and a lot of signal is into it as well”.




 
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The best books about nature are being sold out immediately. This week seems to be the “meca” of the nature readers and there is no logic explanation for this. The governors are discussing this phenomenon since they think there is something going really wrong. One lady even hidden a book within her crocodile bags for women, and she ran out of the store just because she really wanted to keep that book: within this unexplained reader´s season.

She is my friend and she speaks german I don´t know why. She is the happiest girl since she had stolen that book about nature last week. I don´t know what is into those books but she is really eager to buy the next one. She once talked about buying the cowboy boots for women but know she decided to take them back to the store.

One day she was invited by me to a party that was taking place at the workstation of the agency I am working at, and suddenly all of the attention of my superiors was placed into her and her really nice crocodile bags for women. Oh baby! I didn´t expected you to steal the attention of the rest guests.

I needed to understand what her point of view about world and life was before she´d find a reason to disappear of my life. I needed to see her once again wearing those cowboy boots for women before I was another strange guy she met and then left just as an acquaintance. I guess I felt in love with her.

So one day I took my bike and step out of my department looking and thinking about how this city looked really different once I have met her. That was the last day I saw her since she moved out of the city.

I don´t know what else to write about, but I miss her a lot, she turned my life into an interesting and exiting life. I guess I will never feel the same as the days I met her with the books and all of that. I don´t need to explain myself I guess since every one of us have had a girl like that into their lives at least once. Don´t you?

If I write all about different things I guess I will not go through this need I have of letting her go now. Do you think there is anything I can do about this? Is there another soul I will find like that? Is there anything else to live for? Am I asking a lot of stupid questions? I don´t know.

And this article has became longer and careless, useless, intelligence less, worthless. I will shut my thinking now. I will survive. I will become a better man. I am different now. I know I can do it. I think I am the one. I am special. I am stupid. This is the mourning everything changes and I can go through it.

So I will take this glass of water (which I usually drink to feel better) and throw it against the wall, the wall of my thoughts, the wall of things I´m always scared of, the stupid wall. I don´t think about her anymore as the glass breaks against the wall and it´s little pieces of glass are all over spread pouring their liquid on the floor as well as my tears.






 
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We needed to understand how these animals interact each other. So we went to the best place on earth we´d find animals like these. We went to Africa, where we found a lot of these animals. It was really strange because some of them looked like cowboy boots for women but without the booty shaped body.

Then the coworkers and I decided to begin shooting the videos and photographs and it took us about three months camping there to fulfill our need. When we came back, one of the guys decided to bring one of those animals that looked like crocodile bags for women. Therefore we had a lot of issues at the border, because they said we needed to pay a lot of money to bring that animal into our city, we paid and they let us in.

Once we landed into the city the guys and I went for a couple of beers at a bar named cowboy boots for women and I said to the guy next to me “look, this bar has the same name as the products sold downtown”. We laughed so much it was hurting our stomachs.

The guys of the trip and I decided not to release the materials of our expedition until the editor was really convinced we had enough material. Besides we decided that even if we needed to go back to fulfill the shots needed we would without hesitating. And the editor said to us after a month and a half later “guys, you need more material”.

So we went once again to Africa, but this time we didn´t see any animal looking like crocodile bags for women. We stayed only for two weeks and took the plane back to our capital city.

We decided to write a song about all of our trips and experiences, we called it “the song about all our trips and experiences” and nobody noticed that it was not really a song but a letter for our friends in Africa. One day after we released the song to the world I was walking on the street and a girl said to me that she knew who I was.

I told her that I did not know who she was, and then we both laughed. Then we cried a little and then we said “you and I cannot be together”. It was really sad, but it just lasted a couple of minutes. The best part of it was that we didn´t even know each other´s name.

When I was about to drink the first coffee of that day another girl came to me and said “I don´t know who you are” but I was really sad because of the other girl and said to the new girl that it was not really important who I´d be, but what I thought about life. Then she laughed and we drank our coffee together, it was a really good time.

Finally after three cups of coffee I decided to go home, and she did want to come with me but I told her that I needed some time for myself just to think about all the girls I met before. She said it was okay and she gave me her number to call her afterwards but I didn´t because I dropped the number on the street.




 
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Yesterday I found ten dollars, in front of my house, the bill had this phrase: “Go for the cowboy boots” I don´t understand what does this mean, but I took the money and continue my walk. I was working on a new painting, but I got blocked so I decide to get some fresh air. Next to my house is a dental surgery. I passed and a girl was screaming, that´s not good commercial for the doctor. I went to the park to sit down and watch the birds, and the squirrels. In this park lives a family of squirrels. Watch them, were like a discovery channel documentary. In a bench was a old lady with two crocodile bags eating a sandwich. The squirrels were watching the lady waiting that some food lay down in the grass, the whole family were surrounding the old woman, if they could talk I think they will yell to lady: “throw some food, just some “. After a couple of minutes the lady notices that the squirrels were looking for food. She took out a piece of bread from his bag, splitted in two parts and threw it away. All the squirrels run to look the bread and compete with each other to eat more bread.

From the park I continue to walk, to buy a ice cream with Tito and Italian guy that came to live the American dream. His ice cream were delicious, the ice cream sandwich too, even the coffee. This guy loves his work and to prepare all the food he sells. He was wearing cowboy boots and a t shirt of the cowboy Texas football team; they were playing that day in the afternoon. I bought a vanilla ice cream and a Chochochip icecream sandwich, the best in the whole world. So I continue my walk. That street was full of different kind of shops, with different line of business. There was the store of John the carpenter, the music store where you can find any album you are looking for, the restaurants of different countries, the pet shop, the crocodile bags shop, a convenience store, clothes, and bars. I enter the music store to look for an album from “The Chocochip lovers without sparks” They have it in the CD version and vinyl; I bought both. This band has a one hit wonder, they start playing in high schools now they are touring Europe and South America, all around the world.

After This I get back to my house and continue my work, the paint that represents the city and his wild life.  What I mean when I say his wild life is to the people that live here, the animal instincts that all we have the rage, the stupidity and bunch of things like that. I put the record and listen to the band and get inspired of it, first I was drawing with pencil and then painted with water colors. I only know this technique, I lerned in primary school.  


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